Wishing you all another happy drug related “holiday”

Happy bicycle day fellow psychonauts! Good vibes to all of you and have a nice trip if you’re tripping today.

Despite my great dislike for smoking bong hits I decided to smoke a bowl of Salvia Divinorum. I tried to take as big of a hit as I could and keep the smoke in my lungs as long as possible, but it still took me two hits to finish the bowl (I’m really not very good at smoking bongs). The first hit wasn’t that bad but the second one very nearly made me vomit. This is just me and my incompatibility with bongs though and I don’t expect trained bong smokers would have any trouble taking a good hit. After taking the second hit I got up to spit out the window. On my way to the window the effects kicked in. The ramp was practically non existant and I went from sober to tripping balls pretty much instantly. I had trouble making my way to the window because of very strong open eye visuals and I had trouble remembering what it was I was doing. If I had to compare the visuals to another drug I’d say they were closest to OEVs I’ve had from DMT. The overall effect was somewhat different though. It took a moment for me to realise I was tripping despite the strong visuals - probably because it hit me so quick. I felt confused and although I could see the things around me everything took on weird forms and it was slightly challenging to identify some objects. The confusion made it feel difficult to have a conversation but I think I managed better than I thought at the time. I wouldn’t consider the experience to be particuarly enlightening but I did find it quite enjoyable anyway. I will probably do it again at some point but I’d ideally like to look into alternative methods of ingestion (I really hate bongs that much).

Bit late on this trip report.

At about 3AM I took 25 capsules of DXM-HBr equivalent to 550mg (just under 10mg/kg body weight) of DXM and 100mg DPH (against the nausea). I had a full stomache and it took about 2 hours for the effects to kick in. Almost everything that happenend from then on is a blur. I had the typical crossed eyes and was doing the robo-walk. According to my trip sitter I looked stupid and drunk.

My speech was slurred and I found it very hard to talk in complete sentences. It was impossible to hold a conversation because my short term memory was not functioning anymore and I felt extremely confused all the time. I would say or do something and then immediately forget about it. So I’d repeat the same thing over and over (much to the annoyance of my sitter who I could tell was becoming increasingly pissed off at me for reasons I’d forgotten). I had a strong body high throughout and I could feel myself being assimilated by the couch. After what I assume was a few hours of robo-walking to the bathroom to vomit, repeating myself and pissing off my sitter, I was sent to bed. This was a good thing and I spent an unknown amount of time (I had to clock in my room) lying in bed feeling quite comfortable under my blanket continuously drifting off into what I can only describe as dreams without being asleep. I would visually see people around me and find myself in different places that seemed real the same way dreams do. At the same time I was aware that it wasn’t real. It was strange to say the least. After some time I fell asleep and when I woke up only a few hours later I still felt a bit weird on my feet although it wasn’t obvious I’d taken anything the night before.

All in all it was a very interesting experience but I didn’t find it particuarly fun. I just felt massively confused and debilitated. I wouldn’t recommend it for the pleasure but more as an experiment. I don’t plan to take any more dissociatives.

I’d like to thank my trip sitter for being so patient with me even though I must have been very annoying. She did a great job!

So I started by drinking a few beers and some rum and smoking some weed in the early evening. I wasn’t particuarly drunk though. Basically continued smoking weed the entire time until I went to bed at about 2AM. At probably around 11PM I vaped 50-60mg of DMT (eyeballed) and experienced only mild effects.

About an hour later I decided I wanted to try snorting some DMT. I made myself a line eyeballed at around 40-50mg. The first thing I noticed was that it was pretty painful. It burned horribly in my nose and my eyes started watering. It lacked the “blast-off” feeling of vaped DMT but the effects set on faster than I expected. I wasn’t really paying attention to the time but I’d estimate it took less than 5 minutes. The effects were quite similar to a weak trip from vaped DMT. I didn’t have any strong visuals but colours seemed more intense and things seemed more focused. The whole time my nose was burning quite badly but it wasn’t unbearable. The taste of the stuff going down my throat (and burning on the way down) was pretty unpleasant too. After what seemed like ~20 minutes the effects started to wear off. I spat out the window to try and clear some of the DMT from my nose and throat and felt sick. So I ran off to the bathroom and started evacuating my bowels. I assume the need to be sick came from a mixture of the alcohol I had been drinking (it wasn’t anywhere near enough to make me puke on its own), the horrible sensation of DMT going down my throat and possibly nausea from the trip itself. When I was done being sick the effects had mostly gone.

This trip report sounds a lot more negative than it actually was. Sure, the burning pain in the nose was pretty bad but not unbearable (and hey, vaping it isn’t exactly pleasant either). Being sick is obviously not the most pleasant thing either but it wasn’t too bad. I actually quite enjoyed the experience and think I will definately be trying it again with a larger dose.

9th March 

So the break’s over. Yesterday I took 1,5 blotters of fairly strong acid. The effects of the LSD didn’t appear to be affected by the Sulpiride. I did feel a stronger bodyload from the acid than I’m used to.

10th March 

I made some DMT using the lazyman’s extraction tek. 

I loaded a fairly large hit of DMT into my pipe and I had very intense open eye visuals. Everything seemed very clear and it was a very intense experience. The finished product of the extraction definately gets my seal of approval.

Over two weeks of sobriety! Must admit I’m a little proud of myself (but not surprised) for being able to keep it up this long. Still haven’t set a date for when I will resume using.

No real news, just felt like an update. The Sulpiride still seems to be doing its thing. Feel a lot less depressed but not emotionally numb as I have done with SSRIs in the past. I’m still able to be sad about things that legitimately merit being sad. This is important to me. Legitimate feelings of sadness are just as important as legitimate hapiness. Afterall we have feelings for a reason.

Things seem to brightening up a little. I feel less depressed. Not sure if it’s the Sulpiride doing it’s thing already or just me feeling more hopeful because of it. I have a very positive feeling about this drug. It’s weird because I’d got so used to feeling like shit it almost feels like something’s missing. But not in a bad way. I don’t feel emotionally numb as I have done from SSRIs.

All in all, I feel…better :)

So I’ve just taken my first Sulpiride. I will be taking 2x50mg daily (mornings and midday) for at least the next two weeks. I haven’t found any information regarding interactions with LSD (or any other psychedelics) but being an atypical antipsychotic (like Risperidone) I can see that it could block their effects. However I don’t think it’s a 5-HT2A antagonist so it might not. If I’m still taking Sulpiride at the end of my drug free period I will test it and report back - FOR SCIENCE!

Meanwhile sorting out my personal issues is more important and I’m hoping that the Sulpiride will help with that somewhat. According to my doctor I should start seeing effects in 2-3 days.

A lot of people seem to be liking my posts about being sober. I don’t think they understand this isn’t planned to be a permanent thing. I still fucking LOVE drugs..